"follow me to a place where we've never been before"

a simple, but appropriate analysis of the birth of this "repository" is that it is representative of how i have been operating after having a stark realization. a project may be the spawn of an unorthodox lineage of thoughts that will steadily proliferate over time, or it may be based on nothing and ultimately become stillborn.

i am creating this for myself to see if i can start something on a promise that gradually became empty to me. it was only after an epiphany did that promise carry malicious overtones.

every project that i start is never pushed to completion.

we all have created promises based on the fact that they were known to be eventually broken. these sentiments are what you remember the most. those 5-second argumentative samples are what linger in the brain, they are never nebulous, never "at the tip of the tongue," never unclearly defined.

we remember these things clearly, we remember when we fall asleep.