identity crisis

and there will be times where you will be scared and unexplainably cautious on your next decision. that next gesture, letter, sound, or neural firing will dictate how you will feel from this day forward.

i cannot go into detail on what time will tell. there is equal gravity in the things you do and do not do. what you don't realize is that you will never obtain that beacon you will spend your whole life trying to find. that safe, warm place that you will label as invaluable and keep close to your heart.

if there was one thing that i've learned indirectly; it's that being close-minded will bring your eventual downfall.

you will never find that you truly wanted.

we will take this to our graves.